Sometimes....

Sometimes, I get too tired. Sometimes, I don't know whats life all about. Sometimes, I wish I can just disappear. Sometimes, I wonder if its all worth it.

Sometimes, I wish for paradise. Sometimes, I wish I have more in life. Sometimes, I feel I am very lucky to be where I am in life, when I see others having less than me. Sometimes, I wish I have found love to last me a life time. Sometimes, I wish my mom would live forever so that I when I grow old alone, I won't be lonely.

Sometimes, I wish and keep wishing.... I know my purpose here on earth...

Sometimes, I wish I can feel this happy like when I look at the picture below...

** picture taken in Bali by yours truly

See Saw Weight

On Thursday before I went to bed, I went to weigh myself. I haven't weighed myself in a while. Kind of gave up since I haven't been to the gym for more than 1 month now. and I am officially on my high BP medication. So i reckon, I just want to hibernate for awhile.

But to my surprise, i saw the no 55. yahooo... i have been struggling to down to 55 kg for a long time..... i was estatic

Then the next morning I woke up and saw i am down to 54.7 hahaha ok what.. at least I c the no 54 there...

I din do anything really... but i noticed somehthng, last whole week I din touch any fast food... hmm....

Lets see if I get back to exercising will my weight go down more or go up.

p/s i realized that i have been speaking manglish too long now.. since I got back from the states, I can't even express myself well verbally no more. And when I had my presentation my leadership team in houston y esterday nite... i sounded like a retarted... my tongue just couldn't talk normally... as they say in BM asyik tersasul.